I feel like crap. No matter what I do it's not good enough. I took on too much and I feel exhausted. I feel like such a screw-up, it's like I am dependent on everyone else and can't do anything on my own. I haven't slept and I feel like a zombie. I've been up for VH1 Insomniac Music Theater like 3 or 4 days in a row. It's like the more I do, the more I mess things up. I claim to be a perfectionist but I'm really a worry wart. I wish for a vacation and never to have to design a piece of software *ever* again as long as I live.