I had weird dreams last night. I dreamed I was thinking about killing myself, not that I actually did it in my dream, but I thought about the different ways I could do it. Then at the end of the dream I was riding in a speeding car and I thought, this is it, and prayed to God as the car went out of control. Scary.
I've got some major reading to do this weekend. But I also want to unwind some, get that tight feeling out of my chest, head cleared and open to new possibilities. I want to wash my bedspread and clean my room, and that will make all the difference in the world. Really.